I am not
in any position to complain about this, but my wood source has fallen
through. It's not a desperate situation because this is for year 2
wood, but seeing that we always dip into it, it's something I need to
attend to. As I mentioned, however, I can't complain because the
logger who can no longer provide is not only a friend but is having
health issues. That's why he can't get the wood.
This all
came about because I deviated from the regular protocol, for reasons
that seemed reasonable at the time but in retrospect clearly stemmed
from my neurotic predisposition and firewood OCD. I usually get my
wood from one guy, TB, and he has always come through for me, so why
fret over it? Simple, because fret is my middle name... and almost my
first name.
The
problem is that he never returns my calls and never lets me know if
he can get the wood. If he simply called and left a message saying
one word, “yes,”, then I'd rest easy. My dilemma is that if he
can't the wood and tells me some time in October, it's too late, but
I'm guessing you've heard this sob story again and again. Whatever be
the case, it's not a good scene for a neurotic mess like myself.
Anyway,
last year (I think) after a particularly long time with no contact, I
figured he wasn't going to get me wood and contacted another logger,
DS. I actually know him reasonably well, and he lives in our town so
he's a neighbor. He said no problem, he could get me the wood, so I
felt like I could rest easy. Then my old source literally showed up
at our doorstep with a truckload of wood, after I'd arranged to get
some through DS. I felt bad but told DS I didn't need the wood until
the fall. If figured I could cut and split what TB gave me over the
summer and then take delivery of DS's wood. I'd have a butt-load of
wood, but when has that ever been a problem?
Well,
fall came and I still had plenty of logs, so I asked DS if I could
just get the wood in spring, and again, he said no problem. I didn't
call TB because I had wood coming, figuring I'd call him in the fall
and ask for wood in spring of 2018. I emailed DS and said I could
take delivery at any time, and then his wife contacted me and said DS
is having some health issues and wood wasn't going to happen.
Wow,
talk about a bummer. As I mentioned I can in no way complain because
my friend has bigger issues to deal with than my woodpile. However,
that doesn't change the fact that I need wood for next year. I had to
scramble and contact TB but he wasn't all warm and fuzzy (he usually
isn't) about me calling so late to get wood this year. It's
practically summer.
He said
it was a little late but he should be able to pull something together
over the summer. He said he would (gulp) call me to let me know, and
as standard MO, he never called me. I have to take what I can get,
even if it's small crumbs and morsels. He said it should (might?) be
possible, right? He didn't say “no way,” which is about as good
as it's going to get at this point. I just have to be ready with the
wad of cash in case he shows up at my doorstep. I have all summer to
sit and sweat over whether he'll pull through, but as he's mentioned
in the past, he's always come through. While a quick phone call would
be appreciated, I'm in no position to be picky, am I?
I guess
I could search for another source, but we know where that will get
me.
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Until
the next time, thanks for reading, and thanks to Helen Habgood for the pic.