
The
walk to the car was brutal because not only did I feel awful, but I
had a chill, and it was freezing outside. Then I had to sit down in
an even colder car and wait for it warm up, which under these weather
conditions takes 20 minutes. I'd driven about 3-4 miles before warm
air finally started coming out the vents. Talk about a rough ride.
When I got home I ran straight for the bed and slept on and off for
the next day and a half. After about 48 hours I was starting to drink
more fluids but solid food was still not on the agenda.
Now
I'm feeling better but am still not 100%. I'm eating solid food but
my appetite is not nearly as raging as what I'm used to. Maybe this
isn't a bad thing because I must have lost weight, and I do have
issues with snacking and eating at odd hours. Then again, there's got
to be a better way to lose weight.
The
biggest bummer of being this way is that I am completely useless in
terms of getting life necessities accomplished, not that I was ever
competent at it, but at least I could stand up and fake it. While I
was sick all I did was lay in bed and feel sorry for myself. I didn't
even feel up for writing, much less cooking, cleaning or making a living. However, I
did get a lot of sleep, which was amazing, and despite my feelings of
uselessness, it was a refreshing break to do literally nothing when
my life is all about going non-stop. Also, my misery took my mind off my aching back/neck, which I think may be getting better.
How's
that for looking on the bright side of things? Until the next time,
thanks for reading, and thanks to Okay Yaramanoglu for the pic.
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